Miku Append "dear mother"

"Dear, remember to come back in time!"
"i know, i know! oh mum, stop winding already"

my mum is very long-winded,
anywhere i go she keeps worrying
i am not a little girl anymore,
i can take care of myself.

why is she worrying so much?
i don't understand at all
really, i say really,
she keeps reminding me everyday

mum oh mum,
please put more faith
mum oh mum,
you are over-worrying about me

"Mum, if there is anything i can help, please let me do it!"

She cooks, clean, and do the laundry for the family,
these are tough job
So if she ask me for help,
i will do what she ask me to.

why is she so hardworking,
i don't understand at all
really, i say really,
she does not rest at all.

mum oh mum,
please rely more on me would you?
mum oh mum,
you are over-worked!

"Oh my! why do you still treat me like a kid!!"

You are always by my side,
separation makes me feel lonely sometimes
But sometimes i do wish to be alone,
to accompany someone who is impoertant to me.

why do you care so much,
why can't you relax just a little bit?
really, i say really,
everyday you care about many things too much.

mum oh mum,
i have become more sensible
mum oh mum,
i have grown up already

Since that day, time goes by,
thinking back about my younger days

Do you still remember,
the day i was born?

"finally, i start to understand mum's feeling a little bit more"

you always watch over me,
protect me under any condition
Now i understand,
i feel your unconditional love.

Why do i never understand,
you are such a superwoman
Really, really, i say really,
i apologize for all my wrong doinds in the past

mum oh mum,
finaly i understand too
mum oh mum,
thank you for everything

mum oh mum,
can you please watch over me now
mum oh mum,
now i am also a mother

Thank you mum
thank you so much mum

"mummy, i am going out to play-!"

fav part of g-dragon's "this love" song

This love no forgotten, burried in time
Erasing all traces from memory, why my heart hurts like this
This love so tender, too young to love
All those memories, fly far, far away to behind the clouds

Hey J, look at me
After you left, it ain't the same
I'm not what i'm used to be
It hurt so much, you know
I need you girl
Always, all the time...... this love

my fav korean song list
1. shinee - lucifer
2. 2pm - without you
3. shinee - Ringdingdong
4. shinee - Hello
5. Bigbang - Haru Haru
6. G-Dragon - Butterfly
7. G-dragon - This Love
8. Suju - boom boom
9. Suju - bonamana
10. Suju -  happy together

School Ends!!

akhirnya.. skolah selesai juga... tapi skarang aku jadi sendirian di rumah.. *sigh* sama skali ngga tau mo ngapain.. males bngt ngeliatin orng2 yg punya pacar di fb... hina orng yg single nieh.. mesti nya mereka bikin grup buat orng single..

anyway... sekitar seminggu atau 2 minggu lagi aku bakal dapat iphone 4 nya... seneng deh.. aku skarang harus cari cara buat dapetin balik photo shop aku.. tanpa photoshop aku ngga bisa edit apa2.. *sigh* cape.. ngga tau mo tulis apa.. pokok nya skarang nikmatin hipud aja... selagi masih kecil.. hahaha..

Today?! worst day everrrrr... and eveerrrrr

gila aja kali ya.. hari ini tuh ada ulangan drama.. tapi aku lupa bawa kostum nyaa.....! seharian tuh aku mikirin.. "gimana yaa.. nanti gue pasti di marahin guru nya... pura2 jatuh aja kali y aa??" yaa tapi akhir nya di kurangin nilai nya... kasian juga ama grup aku... cuma aku yg ngga bawa.. udh gitu hari ini tuh juga ada ulangan sejarah... aku tuh udh kayak lupa2 gitu... (ngga belajar sihh hehe) ya.. udh gitu tmen ku ada yg kyk jutek ama ku... idihh males dehh ngurusin dia....

hari ini aku bakal di depan komputer lagi bikin2 smthing dengan photoshop... (ya habis.. ngga ada kerjaan lagi) skarang tepat pukul 6:54 pm (WA) tidak ada sapa2 kecuali aku dan bayangan ku... sepi deh rasa nya.. tapi yaa seru juga... hari ini adalah ultah nya ponakan ku.. (panggil aja L) hampir aja lupa ultah nya.. inget nya baru kemaren2... dan bsok adalah ultah nya ade gue.. (panggil aja V) si V itu pokok nya nyebelin bngt deh.. klo si V sihh udh ku beliin smthing.. ya gitu lah.. udh ku siapin dari bulan2 lalu...

“Trying to forget someone you love is like trying to remember someone you never met”

today is just like other days..

 ngga ngapain2.. cuma di depan komputer bikin2 profile picture dan banner buat fb dan blog ini.. dan hari ini les piano nya batal (ngga tau deh knapa).. nanti malam aku pasti bakal nonton csi miami with family..(my fav series) dan habis itu pasti balik ke komputer edit pictures lagi deh....

my life is pretty much anime and photoshop.. ngga ada lagi deh yg lain di pikiran.. aku nanti bakal balik ke indo sekitar 20-an dan bakal ketemuan sama patii (or patricia) di jakarta.. (rencana nya sih) anyway... vemi (adikku) udh kyk manggil2 aku untuk nonton csi jadi aku bakal lanjutin ini nanti lagi..

another poem? next time guys..

2 weeks more and its the end of skool...!

2 weeks... 17 days more... even though i have a lot of test like the science test today, the french and math test on Monday, the S.E test on Tuesday, the English test today, and lots more... i don't even study for it.. too lazy..

24 november is my sis b'day and 27 is mine.. *sigh* i dun know what to do anymore now.. anyway i'm drawing a manga book right now.. i haven't give a title to it yet...

anyway here's a poem for you

My Happy Poem


So here it is,
The happy one.
Today I'll have a bit of fun.


A rhapsody.
A melody.
My opus and my symphony.


A delectable, delightful treat.
A candy, oh, a wicked sweet.


My soul.
A stroll.
Completely droll.
Delightfully out of control.


So here you go.
My vertigo.
My trip through miles and miles of snow.


Hold on tight.
Don't try to fight.
My happy poem,
Just drips delight


Like honey from a child's tongue,
Or whispers of the aging young.


A lullaby that makes you cry,
The tears of happy years gone by.


Watch your step,
The path is steep,
So take a breath before you leap


Into a world of endless bliss,
As charming as a baby's kiss.


And right when you arrive right there,
You'll never leave.
It's true.
I swear.


My world,
My truth.
My universe.
My haven in my merry verse.


It welcomes you,
With open arms.
You're flattered by its mirthful charms.


So stay awhile.
Right in the shade
Of the happiest poem
I've ever made. 

If tears could talk

If my tears could talk,
What would they display?
Thousands of words,
Not difficult to say.

They'd whisper, "I'm Sorry!"
When I am wrong and you are right.
They'd scream, "I'm Scared!"
When I'm all alone in the middle of the night.

They do talk,
But they reveal too much
They're not hidden
Just wiped away by your gentle touch.

They'd exclaim, "I'm Happy!"
Whenever you're around
They'd sigh, "I'm Sad!"
When I'm feeling down.

They do talk
Won't you listen?
You just might find
What you've been missin'!

They'd reply, "I'm Lonely!"
When I'm thinking of you.
Is it too late for you to see
That my tears cry out "I Love You!"

They do talk
But you can't hear
A single word they'd say.
If only you could read a tear
Instead of wiping it away!

2morow swimming?!

A friend of mine (call her H) told me that we have swimming test at skul 2morow..! omg. feel like not going to skul 2morow.

anyway, i've done my essay yesterday (i think). i feel free now. still waiting for the mark and stuff... and now i just want to sleep.. real tired (dun even ask why) i'll give you a poem in my next post.. c ya

Wanna Go to Sleep =.="~

I just got home from choir... really wanna sleep but i still need to memorize my Essay (why do i have care?) anyway, This girl name Patii (she's a bit nerdy.. oops i mean smarty) helped me to do my Essay... my teacher, Mr. S gave us (as in the people in our english class inc me) 2 weeks to do the draft of the essay, but i just started to do the draft on Friday... really stressed out... =_="

Anyway, the picture as shown above is from a vocaloid song called paper planes by kagamine Rin... It's really, really, really Sad!! T-T (its a japanese song)

anyway gotta work on my Essay, b'cuz Patii just message me and say "Go study! Don't watch animes or read manga. I know you too well. Start memorising"

SAY NO TO ESSAY

today is the last day for me to do my essay! i was like crazy and stuff... i gotta memorize everything tonight! This is why i hate english

Anyway i still need to go to choir tonight... Today is a tiring day (because of essay).. I'm at the library now with Patricia doing my essay.. (everything is about essay now, gotta change the topic!! :P)

anyway i like this quote that i got from an anime
" Friends are nothing more than the people you spend the fun yet meaningless time with. When those time get rough, they aren't there to support you"

maybe i'm going to post more stuff tonight, see ya >.^

Starting a new day...

Starting from today i'm going to think positive all the time.. juga kalo bisa aku bakal mencari seseorang yg bisa bersama ku terus... 2 bulan lagi sekolah bakal berakhir...! aku bakal balik ke indo menemui teman2 tercinta...!


bless me and you